This sucks

I just wrote this disgustingly long, pouring my heart out type of entry that because of a blog glitch, just disappeared from my screen. I f-ing wear it was the wierdest disappearance act! Maybe it was some force of computer nature protecting me from spilling my guts to the world today.

Can't decide

I just returned from seeing Star Wars. Sitting 5 rows away from the screen I think parts of the action got cut out from my peripheral view. But great movie nevertheless.

So I can't decide whether I should keep this blog a secret. If I do keep it a secret, I could share my inner most thoughts and fantasies and rant about who or whatever I want.

I got words of encouragement from the 1 comment from my first posting. Pretty cool. I mean people actually comment back!

Sometimes I wish I could have a more adventurous line of work. Like espionage or a job where I'd always have to watch my back. But who am I kidding. I am so averse to danger. I am jumpy and get scared easily.

Can't sleep

Can't sleep because I stopped writing in my diary 6 years ago and this new blog has revived an old urge to expound on everything. My adrenaline is pumping and mind is churning. This is clearly an upgrade to the old diary - a sleak layout, spell check and a pinch of voyeurism to spice things up.